Saturday, April 12, 2014
Change is hard...
The reason I don't change is because of myself, but the only reason I do change is because of people that matter.
Sunday, January 26, 2014
Dreams in the face of reality
"Sleep is what happens when we try to escape reality. We wake up because we know that we'll have to face it sooner or later."
Weird sights in anime conventions
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| So, I decided to go to this Anime convention one day and I wandered off into the figurines section when something caught my eye... ohhh the things I have seen... Why Woody?! WHY?! *facepalms* |
Screw-ups. We've all been there.
Ever had those days where you lie down but then suddenly, all the most embarrassing and epic fail moments of your life start to flash back before your eyes? The horrific past returns to haunt you *dun dun dun duuuun!*. Then you plunge into that dark abyss of regret where you go, OhGod why did I even do that?! Which afterwards, you would wish that you could just vanish off into an oblivion.
So you think you've screwed up big-time?
I guess everyone would agree that one of the most embarrassing moments would be those days where nothing seems to go right. Getting humiliated in front of your crush at school, or in the middle of the whole class or merely in your group of friends probably sums up as a bad day for anyone. But if it makes you feel any better, (I never thought I'd talk about it anymore. Ever again.) I'm pretty sure screwing up a whole school play is enough for me to just end my miserable existence. Believe me. You did not want to be up on that stage hearing the facepalms of the whole batch and stage crew members echoing in the theater on that cursed day. Yup! I screwed up! It was the end of the world! Maybe messing up a few lines and tripping publicly on stage wasn't so bad, I kept telling myself. Eventually when everything was over, I ran out of the theater and locked myself up in the nearest washroom. I started to think that ending my life wouldn't be as bad as living it in humiliation.
Lighten up!
Since we all have our own personal screw-ups, and everyone has their own way of handling it, I'm honestly not here to help you provide a solution for that. Basically I'm just here to tell you that years from now, I'm pretty sure most people would look back at every single stupid and embarrassing thing they have done and laugh about it. My mom told me once that the past and present mishaps won't matter (as long as you learn from it of course), cause in the end, its what and who you'll be that will truly count. And all those events will be just mere memories you can look back to with a smile.Saturday, January 25, 2014
The Different neighbors we put up with everyday.
Neighbors. Yes. I am going to talk about neighbors. Now some of you might either be just fine with the topic while others might cringe a little or others probably would want to flip everything and ram a truck filled with poisonous sea urchins taped into dynamites on their neighbor's place. Though I'd like to categorize different types of neighbors that people would generally have.
Based on experience of course, I think almost everyone has had that one pesky neighbor that would turn their high definition stereo on at the most convenient time in the world like maybe from around 11 or 12 midnight until the sun goes up whilst drinking beer and/or inviting a crazy brigade of monkeys, er friends over. That would make anyone in their right mind want to seriously nuke their next door right? But no matter how long or how many times you tell them to shut the hell up, they just never listen. Eventually it will come to a point where that annoying pain in the arse neighbor of yours earns the previlleged spot on the top of your "People to murder" list.
Moving on to the next one, have you ever had that one neighbor where you're not sure if they actually exist. I mean, the place is there, but its just like nobody actually lives there. You just never meet or see them. Its like you're living next to a ghost or something. So you end up getting creeped out and avoid approaching that area. And for that, I shall label them as the "Ghost Neighbors".
Of course nobody would ever forget the kind stereo-typical neighbor that sends you pie or simple gifts to welcome you when you move into somewhere new. They probably make one of the best neighbors.
Well at the end of the day I think most of us will have those "show-off" neighbors that love the flaunt what they have into their other neighbor's faces. But that's a too discreet term. Allow me to paraphrase it. Its more of shoving everything they know you will never have and can't afford into your face to make you feel like a peasant. Jealousy isn't the solution so you just probably try to brush it off no matter how annoying it may be.
The last type of neighbor is probably the one you won't forget due to the noisy animal sounds coming from their place that you begin to wonder if its actually a zoo that they built next to you. Yup, I'm talking about that person who owns a ton of pets (like dogs or cats). You're never really threatened by them until they lose control of their pets and they wander off into your backyard or even inside your house and decide to "mark their territory". (Makes you want to call animal support.)
I guess I generally tackled some stereotype neighbors but if you think I failed to cover some other types, feel free to comment about it in the comment box! We all eventually learn to tolerate our neighbors no matter what type they may be. Just please avoid bombing their place if ever they get on your nerves.Well, I'm done for today and my mom recently decided to buy a karaoke machine for no distinct reason. I'll try to be a good neighbor though.
Based on experience of course, I think almost everyone has had that one pesky neighbor that would turn their high definition stereo on at the most convenient time in the world like maybe from around 11 or 12 midnight until the sun goes up whilst drinking beer and/or inviting a crazy brigade of monkeys, er friends over. That would make anyone in their right mind want to seriously nuke their next door right? But no matter how long or how many times you tell them to shut the hell up, they just never listen. Eventually it will come to a point where that annoying pain in the arse neighbor of yours earns the previlleged spot on the top of your "People to murder" list.
Moving on to the next one, have you ever had that one neighbor where you're not sure if they actually exist. I mean, the place is there, but its just like nobody actually lives there. You just never meet or see them. Its like you're living next to a ghost or something. So you end up getting creeped out and avoid approaching that area. And for that, I shall label them as the "Ghost Neighbors".
Of course nobody would ever forget the kind stereo-typical neighbor that sends you pie or simple gifts to welcome you when you move into somewhere new. They probably make one of the best neighbors.
Well at the end of the day I think most of us will have those "show-off" neighbors that love the flaunt what they have into their other neighbor's faces. But that's a too discreet term. Allow me to paraphrase it. Its more of shoving everything they know you will never have and can't afford into your face to make you feel like a peasant. Jealousy isn't the solution so you just probably try to brush it off no matter how annoying it may be.
The last type of neighbor is probably the one you won't forget due to the noisy animal sounds coming from their place that you begin to wonder if its actually a zoo that they built next to you. Yup, I'm talking about that person who owns a ton of pets (like dogs or cats). You're never really threatened by them until they lose control of their pets and they wander off into your backyard or even inside your house and decide to "mark their territory". (Makes you want to call animal support.)
I guess I generally tackled some stereotype neighbors but if you think I failed to cover some other types, feel free to comment about it in the comment box! We all eventually learn to tolerate our neighbors no matter what type they may be. Just please avoid bombing their place if ever they get on your nerves.Well, I'm done for today and my mom recently decided to buy a karaoke machine for no distinct reason. I'll try to be a good neighbor though.
Questions that will forever mindblow me
I guess once in a while everyone thinks of those weird scenarios where how their lives could end or those impossible thoughts about what if a burglar would just suddenly enter their house? What would happen if death suddenly decided to pay you a visit?
Those moments when you were sitting on a chair and tilting it a bit too far probably made your whole life flash before your eyes and convince yourself that your life was ending in those mere seconds or that scary heartburn that you just randomly get would make you think that its a heart attack. Yup after ridiculous encounters like those make you think about you life and you start asking philosophical questions. It also made me think. What if the reason we all live until a certain point in time is to fulfill a promise we kept in our past life (if ever it existed)? I mean we wouldn't obviously remember it, but just what if every time we fail to keep it, we lose our purpose in life and our subconcious tells us to self-destruct when that happens? Or when we experience of moments that unknowingly reminds us of sad moments in our previous lives want to make us jump off a building? Truly I think there are some questions that we could never answer even if it takes us our whole lives to find.
There are also times where I dream of dying in different situations but what if those aren't just dreams but memories of your past life (or you in a parallel universe life)? Okay, so dreams are very much open to interpretation though I think it would scarily make sense how we're most likely not meant to remember our past lives which is why we usually forget our dreams.
I don't think its a good idea writing about this before bed. Though if you folks want an alternative and more comforting explaination for things like those, then there you go! I might not post things like these anymore as it will mindblow me constantly, so for my own good, this will be the first and last!
Those moments when you were sitting on a chair and tilting it a bit too far probably made your whole life flash before your eyes and convince yourself that your life was ending in those mere seconds or that scary heartburn that you just randomly get would make you think that its a heart attack. Yup after ridiculous encounters like those make you think about you life and you start asking philosophical questions. It also made me think. What if the reason we all live until a certain point in time is to fulfill a promise we kept in our past life (if ever it existed)? I mean we wouldn't obviously remember it, but just what if every time we fail to keep it, we lose our purpose in life and our subconcious tells us to self-destruct when that happens? Or when we experience of moments that unknowingly reminds us of sad moments in our previous lives want to make us jump off a building? Truly I think there are some questions that we could never answer even if it takes us our whole lives to find.
There are also times where I dream of dying in different situations but what if those aren't just dreams but memories of your past life (or you in a parallel universe life)? Okay, so dreams are very much open to interpretation though I think it would scarily make sense how we're most likely not meant to remember our past lives which is why we usually forget our dreams.
I don't think its a good idea writing about this before bed. Though if you folks want an alternative and more comforting explaination for things like those, then there you go! I might not post things like these anymore as it will mindblow me constantly, so for my own good, this will be the first and last!
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